Anything that is mechanical in nature never ceases to intrigue nor amaze me. There is a problem though, I'm not a gear head whatsoever in any other sense. Am i making any sense ? I hope I'm not spouting random nonsensical gibberish on the Internet. That would have been very condescending for anybodies taste. I had this car for like 3.6 years already and judging by the amount of wear and tear, its safe to say when it comes to locally assembled car, the word quality is actually the new satisfactory or lousy. But I'm not too sure whether the engine is knocking or was it just a false pretense ? One thing for sure, it's quite annoying. Sound proofing is next to none for a car like this. Quite disappointing.
Yesterday it was a day to remember. A significant progress i would say personally for me. I didn't expect we sign up so fast but I was quite relieved that we did. So consider the progress is at 5% now. Well 95% more to go. Advice I will listen, so do ideas. Somewhere down the line we must always remember that, life is never easy. So I might have put a foot wrong in the expectation level, but there is always room for improvement. I didn't want to attend the service today because I felt something needs correction. Is this the days like this our old man plays the pivotal figure in our lives. So I ask for their help this morning, for the first time for as long as I could remember.
As for me, being the IT line have so much detrimental effects on my personal lives. It is rather unfortunately that not many could or would understand our line of work. The amount of time , stress and concentration needed, the after effects and plus the long term influence on our well being. I'm not making any excuses, instead I'm asking for a full blown support. That's why I always feel grumpy and a bad mood in the office. Actually, I just look like it but doesn't mean I am like it. Years ago, flying keyboard would have been a popular choice, but we all have to grow up someday don't we ? After all, we are just working for a monthly paycheck to bring home so we could feed our family. There is a lot of things happening in the office which I have decided to put all into deaf ears. Granted that one saying will always remain true to the core. We don't bite the hand that feeds us. Even though we may not support their policy and cause, we still have to think of the consequences if we don't. But I do fear that one day my job will eat my sanity alive, but that still a long way to go before the boiling point.
Oh will you look at the time, gotta go for a hair cut. Which was already delayed for a month now.
Yesterday it was a day to remember. A significant progress i would say personally for me. I didn't expect we sign up so fast but I was quite relieved that we did. So consider the progress is at 5% now. Well 95% more to go. Advice I will listen, so do ideas. Somewhere down the line we must always remember that, life is never easy. So I might have put a foot wrong in the expectation level, but there is always room for improvement. I didn't want to attend the service today because I felt something needs correction. Is this the days like this our old man plays the pivotal figure in our lives. So I ask for their help this morning, for the first time for as long as I could remember.
As for me, being the IT line have so much detrimental effects on my personal lives. It is rather unfortunately that not many could or would understand our line of work. The amount of time , stress and concentration needed, the after effects and plus the long term influence on our well being. I'm not making any excuses, instead I'm asking for a full blown support. That's why I always feel grumpy and a bad mood in the office. Actually, I just look like it but doesn't mean I am like it. Years ago, flying keyboard would have been a popular choice, but we all have to grow up someday don't we ? After all, we are just working for a monthly paycheck to bring home so we could feed our family. There is a lot of things happening in the office which I have decided to put all into deaf ears. Granted that one saying will always remain true to the core. We don't bite the hand that feeds us. Even though we may not support their policy and cause, we still have to think of the consequences if we don't. But I do fear that one day my job will eat my sanity alive, but that still a long way to go before the boiling point.
Oh will you look at the time, gotta go for a hair cut. Which was already delayed for a month now.
