Green is epitome of serene and grace.I woke up every morning wondering what's going to happen in the next few hours or so. If I reach the office safely then I would sat on my chair and the first thing I would always do is nod my head, clear my mind and proceed to pray. Uttering the word softly in my heart that I'm glad I made it again today to the work place without any mishap and praising the Mighty One. Funny it may seem that I'm paranoid but on the notion that life is so short by itself, wouldn't it be a pity that we never get to cherish the people around us if we'd rather unfortunately to die unexpectedly the next second, minute, hour ? Wouldn't it be a pity, if we never get the chance to say sorry to the person we hurt, regardless of whether they accept it or not.
Being Christian, Living as one, Solving problem as one have shed a lot of light into my wrong ways previously. Though it may seem that getting Baptiste would mean sins are forgiven, it never cross my mind that I'd consider those sins to be forgotten. I dwell on it from time to time thinking what would have happen if I do things the right way from the beginning. Would I be better off than I was now ? There are times where I ask myself, I deserve worse punishment than this, and rightfully so. Though man makes mistakes through their life, I am still unable to contemplate why I do the things I do even when I'm fully aware of the rationale behind all those doings. I really wish to undo it. I pray for those I hurt everyday, so they could find it in their heart to forgive me.
Life is just like an endless rotation, when life is brimming, the rotation spins the fastest. when life is full of hardship, the rotation spins slower and slower. But no matter what, it keeps rotating. It stops when there is no power, when that happens means we've given up on life. Life is full of up and down, so what if we're knock off our perch, there is always plenty of chance to stand tall once again.